I guess I've been in Australia for nearly nine months now, and I'm starting to really miss home. I have missed home to an extent while here in Australia, but the last couple months I've begun to really miss home. It has become more difficult to be here serving in Australia. I realize how much I appreciate everyone and everything back home. Missing home has even gotten me a little bit down lately. But, God did call me to Australia, and that is why I'm here. I don't know how long God wants me to be hear, but I know right now He does want me here, and so, I stay here.
Its good serving God, but not always easy. Sometimes it feels easier just to be obedient and go through the motions, but not have my heart in it. But I don't simply want to go through the motions and not have my heart in it. God is so good, and whether His blessing means me getting to live in Australia or Canada, in the country or in a suburb, He is still good. Its my desire to obey God, and I want to have my heart in it, all in. I want to keep falling deeper in love with God, keep building relationship with God. I want to keep running down the path He has laid out for me, shouting out how amazing He is! I want to be all I can possibly be in God.
1 Corinthians 13 says, without love, nothing we do means anything. I don't want to spend my life doing things for God, and being empty of love. There is no point for me to be here in Australia if I am not loving, because nothing I do will then matter. I want to be full of God's love, full of love for the people around me, full of love for those I have the opportunity to reach out to. I want what I do to have eternal effect! Its God's plan for me to be here right now, and I want to be obedient. But I don't want to simply be obedient in my location, I want to be all I can be in God and do all I can do in God's love! I want to live in joy and serve in love!
Its definitely not easy, but its possible. :) It means asking God daily for joy and love in my life, because God can fill me with true joy and love, and only God can do that. Sometime it comes down to a a choice. A choice to be joyful. A choice to look at the blessings God has placed in my life. A choice to look at the good around me. A choice to be positive and glad that God is working both in me and through me. It might not look like I expected, but God knows best, and since I am in the hands of the One who knows best, I can be glad!
After all, Jesus life wasn't an easy one either. He lived to die for us, and every moment He spent on earth was dedicated to us! He never had a house or a family and beautiful comfortable things. He lived a servant life. But the amazing thing is, Jesus lived a life full of joy and intense burning love for the people around Him! Jesus not only gave His life on the cross to save us from our sin, but also gave his life up as he lived as an example to us! Jesus had so little, but was still so full of love and joy and all good things from God our Father. I know God is willing to give me the same, and He does! And I know He is willing to give to all who chase after Him and ask for good pure things!
Its good serving God, but not always easy. Sometimes it feels easier just to be obedient and go through the motions, but not have my heart in it. But I don't simply want to go through the motions and not have my heart in it. God is so good, and whether His blessing means me getting to live in Australia or Canada, in the country or in a suburb, He is still good. Its my desire to obey God, and I want to have my heart in it, all in. I want to keep falling deeper in love with God, keep building relationship with God. I want to keep running down the path He has laid out for me, shouting out how amazing He is! I want to be all I can possibly be in God.
1 Corinthians 13 says, without love, nothing we do means anything. I don't want to spend my life doing things for God, and being empty of love. There is no point for me to be here in Australia if I am not loving, because nothing I do will then matter. I want to be full of God's love, full of love for the people around me, full of love for those I have the opportunity to reach out to. I want what I do to have eternal effect! Its God's plan for me to be here right now, and I want to be obedient. But I don't want to simply be obedient in my location, I want to be all I can be in God and do all I can do in God's love! I want to live in joy and serve in love!
Its definitely not easy, but its possible. :) It means asking God daily for joy and love in my life, because God can fill me with true joy and love, and only God can do that. Sometime it comes down to a a choice. A choice to be joyful. A choice to look at the blessings God has placed in my life. A choice to look at the good around me. A choice to be positive and glad that God is working both in me and through me. It might not look like I expected, but God knows best, and since I am in the hands of the One who knows best, I can be glad!
After all, Jesus life wasn't an easy one either. He lived to die for us, and every moment He spent on earth was dedicated to us! He never had a house or a family and beautiful comfortable things. He lived a servant life. But the amazing thing is, Jesus lived a life full of joy and intense burning love for the people around Him! Jesus not only gave His life on the cross to save us from our sin, but also gave his life up as he lived as an example to us! Jesus had so little, but was still so full of love and joy and all good things from God our Father. I know God is willing to give me the same, and He does! And I know He is willing to give to all who chase after Him and ask for good pure things!